dont get me wrong, i've had a really good christmas and don't have anything to really complain about. but you know those days when you get out of bed and nothing looks right and all you want to do is start again or run away somewhere. one of those days. was woken up only to be told my christmas/birthday meal with my dad was cancelled cos he's got flu and that i exceeded my minutes so much i owe my mum £40. not a great way to start the day. then i discovered that i've been told the wrong day to reset my minutes and things on my phone so no doubt im also over last month. joy.
feel the need for fresh air so seeing as i don't own a dog i'm going to walk to the gym and then my bosses to pick some things up for work tomoz.
suddenly today doesn't seem as exciting as it did yesterday

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so excited! my boss and his wife have just had baby girl! tiny little thing at 7lb 3oz called erica! so excited!!!!!!!

why is it that God always gets you to do the things you least want to do. really don't find it funny! despite all my best efforts i'm having to lead worship tomoz at church. God told me this at the start of the week and guess what he's right! well he'd better help me because otherwise i shall not be inpressed!

it's also our Christingle service tomorrow which im very excited about. a great service and we get tea afterwards. excellent.

am really tired and have cleverly signed up to pray 3am-4am tomorrow as part of 24hours of prayer for my home church's youth ministry. hummmm very early night me thinks or worship shall be a complete disaster tomorrow